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[13 Mar 2005|07:47pm]
i think i speak for everyone that went to see comeback/bane/with honor last night when i say ii was one amazing night
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[24 Feb 2005|07:46pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

im a machine! im working close to forty hours this week. some of that sweet,sweet paycheck is going to pay for some of my sleeve. minkus get ready.

xoxox jon

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[07 Feb 2005|08:33pm]
I just relized how much i really need more christian freinds. If your out there and we dont already hangout, we need to. I really need to surround myself better.

x0x0x jon

p.s. pleez pray that God makes this college deal go quickly and smoothly
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[24 Jan 2005|08:38pm]
I got a new job at a place called year one. They do classic car restoration and performance. Hopefully God will use this to head me in the right direction.
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[13 Jan 2005|07:07pm]
[ mood | <==whatever that means. ]

For the longest time i've been asking God what he has planned in life for me, like what to after high school, college or not, blah blah blah. I think he has finally given me something. For those of you who really no me know i love cars like insane. But all the schools that offer what i love(custom performance crap) are all out of state(meaning i cant use the hope skolarship). Well a couple days ago my dad found out that lanier tech has made a "motorsports vehicle technology degree." and to make things even cooler some of the courses are located less than 9 miles away from my new house. I think God is pushing me in that direction, the school is sending me an application so wish me luck.

x0x0x  Jon

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[02 Jan 2005|09:01pm]
My New years resolution: to better set my prioritys. They need to be something like this- 1.God 2. others 3. myself Lately it has been flipfloped. That and To find a accountability partner, i could really use one of those.

Happy new years
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Little Rock Arkansas fo life [25 Dec 2004|12:49pm]
*~*~*~**~*~*~*~~MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE~*~*~*~*~~*~*~*~*~

Im spending Christmas in the hospital with my grandma. its so wierd, im so usd to waking up early and everyone one just runs down stairs and goes to town on presents. This Christmas morning we woke up in a hotel, went two blocks down the street to the hospital, had a mini christmas in Nanny's room, and now im on a computer in the break room or something. At the same time its fun because since everyone else is at home enjoying their christmas, we literally have this huge hospital all to ourselfs. I hope everyone has a wonderful christmas.Anyone get anything crazy?

OMG- it snowed all over the place then temps got down to like 8degrees so all the snow is iced over along wih the roads. Its so fun watching cars slide all over the ice and stuff. I LOVE SNOW WOOOOOOOOOO!!

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[06 Dec 2004|08:19pm]
Heres psalm #4 of my bible study

psalm 125
"Those who trust in the lord are like mount zion, which cannot be shaken but endure forever. As the mountains surround jerusalem, So the lord surrounds his people both now and forever more. The septer of the wicked will not remian over the land alotted to the rightous, for they might use it in their hands to do evil. Do good ,o lord, to those who are good to those who are upright heart, but o those who turn to crooked ways the lord will banish the evil doers. Peace be upon Isreal."

These psalms are very uplifting and help me through the day. I urge everyone to participate in it.

Last wendsday at the point I finally felt the time was right to be baptised. Kevin helped me a little with my testimony, the part about my illness's, like i totally forgot about them. I was given a 80% chance of dying both times and the lord carried me thru. Before the service I proudly signed my name smack dagg in the middle of the tank.

happy holidays everyone and God bless
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>>>>>>>>>>>>>>its my birthday i can cry if i want to [28 Nov 2004|08:16pm]
Last night me and mehgan[is missed you so much] hanged out and went to the boys night out show with first to last, emery, and somebody else. I saw alot of people from north gwinnett there. We thought it was going to be in heaven but it was in hell, and there was only about 50-60 people too. It was pretty fun though. AFter Mehgan, nick, and me we to fizzolinis or something, its a pizza restruant and its awesome. By the time we got back to nicks it was 12:13 so i had been 18 yrs. old for 13 minutes![p.s. its my bday] So we had to take advantage of it, we went out got some snacks and i bought some cigarettes at quiktrip. It was so funny because after i bought them I turned around and gave them away to next customer in the store i saw. She was like"uhhhh i dont smoke but i know someone who does, but uhhhhhh thanks i guess."[what i waste of two hard earned dollars] Then we had to do one more 18ish thing so we played the lottery wooooooooooooo. I played this dollar win game, and then[of course i didnt win] i out the used ticket and recipt in my wallet for memories. Tonite i attened crossroads night service, it was reminded me to be open my eyes and instead hoping for better things, to be thankful for what i have right now, theres lots too not just for me but for all of us. That and this amazing guitarist named Doyal Dyke played a "show" for us ,OMG,he is the most talented player i have ever seen! He even has his own guitar made by Taylor. Truly blessed.

~God is good all the time,all the time God is good~

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[25 Nov 2004|05:45pm]
Happy Thanksgiving everybody
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Lets bring denim jackets back [22 Nov 2004|11:03pm]
[ mood | tired ]

Dave wrote about this bible study like a couple days ago and i have been participating in it. You memorize a psalm every three days starting from psalm 120 to 135 i think. Whats that like 45 days? yeah, wait, a psalm over three days so.....yeah 45 days. Man it has really been bringing me back to where i should be. Each psalm I write down on a piece notebook paper, fold it up, and keep it with me thruought the day. I read it every now and then [more like every 10 minutes] during the day. They have been so inspirational so far [im on my second], they just seem to be just what i need. I urge everybody to do this, its awesome.

Psalm 121:1-8
" I lift my eyes to the hills, where does my help come from? My help comes from you lord the maker of heaven and earth. You will not let my foot slip. The lord watches over me. He is the shade at my right hand. You watch over my coming and my going both now and forever more."

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[13 Nov 2004|08:07pm]
got some new dancing shoes and shorts
and the new bury your dead so whats up.
yesterday i found out that remembering always and most percoius boyfriend are playing on my birthday, so its going down this time for real.

dancing shoes = $39.99
spanking new b-ball shorts=$9.99
new bury your dead= $10.99

going crazy on your b-day=..........priceless*

*valerie is also priceless, and we spent all saturday shopping around athens together, and she is the greatest, and i had an awaome time, and we ate diner at my house, and we rearanged my room, and the end.
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3 down , none to go [09 Nov 2004|08:07pm]
yes, the last of the roosters are finally gone. The last weekend while i was gone my mom caught two of them and gave them away at the flea market. then this morning i was awakend by a shotgun blast, and i immediantly knew what it was, my dad had blown that good for nothing rooster to the next redneck county. So were like good, thats all said and done, then this afternoon well dispose of it. So like not even twenty minutes ago we go out there to get it, and we look to see that hes standing up. Were like "WHAT THA!". Get this, hes like just standing still alone in these bushes with his head buried in his feathers. We go alittle closer but his like dead on his feet, he doesnt move for nothing, seriously we were pokeing him with sticks and everything. Like even my big ace dog jake is sniffing his culo and it just stands there(its not dead , hes still breathing and everything). So i take a wack at it and he just runs of like 2 feet. Hes like asleep,in shock,in a transe, half dead, or a mix of all those. Its really cold out so hes in this sleep thing. I dont know but id probly be dead if i got a blast from a 20guage shotgun at like 10 yards. Yeah so this is one tuff chicken. He probly doesnt take crap from nobody, Well we cant just throw it away like according to plan so we let jake go to town on him. Im mean dang.....jake totally ripped this rooster a new one for about a stragiht minute or so. Ok so lets recap, first a shotgun blast, a wack from a stick from me, and to top it off a 120lb. lab treating you like a rag doll. and this thing is still on his feet in his little sleep thing he had going. So we decide to put it in a dogie carier and deal with him tommorow. I put on some h.d. gloves and walk right over to him and pick him up by his sides, cause i aint neva scared, and throw him in the dog pin.
man what a crazy day. This rooster ordeal then on the gordon street bus a fight broke out. I was like haha two rednecks dooking it out.ill just sit here and face foward like a tough guy. Then once everybody sits down and the administrators come calling the boys out, my friend ryan walks past me with blood tickling down his face followed by a black boi. I was like dang man, if i would of known it was you..........are you ok? then they were escorted off the bus. If all those kids didnt pile over the seats and blocked my view of the fight i would of seen that it was ryan , and helped him out or something. I sat there after wondering what i would of done. How i would have beat the daylights of of that ignorant black boi. Then i relized what i was thinking. i was being just as ignorant as they were. Instead of pondering about how i would of defended ryan, i should have thought how i would of seperated them. Im glad god put those kids infront of my view, cause I most likely would of joined them instead of doing the right thing. Ive been fleeing away latly and it sucks. God help me correct my path.
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[08 Nov 2004|07:25pm]
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[05 Nov 2004|11:02pm]
payday wooooooooooooooo
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[03 Nov 2004|10:48pm]
man tonites message was so good. i felt like it was directed towards me. how we need to stray from our comfort zones and stuff. and how even thou we feel were not making a difference in our schools,friends, etc we need to stay strong in faith. I feel so much better than yesterday.

Nat, remember how were always like,"woa, you lost me way back at hello" ya well its time to do that. do you Think we should just forget this crap and start over from when we met and be awsome friends again?
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ive been decieved for the last time [02 Nov 2004|10:05pm]
[ mood | en-fury-ated ]

Im so sorry my firends. My closest friends who have always been there for me. I meet a person who I auotmatically make a "specail someone" and totally ditch you. Its not there fault its all mine. I totally ditch you and give my life to a stranger. And in the end(which is always like a month or so later) I relize what I have been doing and I beg forgivness from you. Wether you knew it or not I did. Its happend EVERY time and I have to say I have finally learned from my mistake. Never again will I have to come running back to you after I make this mistake. Im trully ashamed and feel terrible, im sorry.

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